I am always a believer in Evolution and the how the evolution has changed humans... But surely i do miss someone called God to put all my burdens and sins on him and ask him to forgive..
In recent days , i have committed blunders which i cant even say to my friends or someone to free my guilt. Day by day this has been increasing lot of burden and guilt on my head which i cant get rid of me.. so the only person i had to comeback in these situations is someone with SuperNatural persons who is kind enough to pardon me for whatever my mistakes are ...
Long back i already knew that humans like me are never capable of carrying their own sins and guilt . when the day arrives when we can carry them without any burden or pressure we will truly be evolved.
I really want to say sorry to someone so badly ,but i cant .. so i dont know how to get rid of this guilt but should find some way to get it out.. I think i feel so much because of the way i grew up in the family chaos...
It really hurts to see someone get hurt by blunders me make.. its better for me not to become emotional here :)
this post should always serve me as a warning to remind me of the blunders i did ...
In this context i remember essence of Bhagavatgitha "quest of Truth" and only Dharma prevails .. whatever happens.. I might have confused people reading this post with variation of topics enough to contemplate why the hell am i reading this post and what does this post want to say atleast..
Sorry guys this post was little personal to me also.. hope u understand and continuing reading my posts...
Love you All
Shyam
